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0354, HELLO WORLD.... its been a while, haha. last year i was riding on an insane high, it seems. seems isnt the right word actually, i havent read or touched a single bit of whatever the hell i wrote a year ago. fremdschämen, i guess? its like im a completely different person, whats new. if you've stuck around to see this blog get updated, you'll notice a bit of a change of what i left up from before. i think you can assume what happened, but like i said, i havent deleted or read over what i wrote prior. to recap for my own sake, i came back october of last year due to visa stuff and some business back "home." if you want a small preface on whats been going on before i divulge, thats here. i came back keeping in contact with fresh new faces, returning to old ones, the works. i had a little slip up where i divulged that one of the reasons i came back was partially due to me becoming a pseudo landlord against my will, and that i had to go to court to evict some bad tenant. big mistake! or whatever. got in some flack for that, though i really did have to scramble for a few months until around january to wrap everything up. apart from that, not much happened actually. apart from the fact that i hate everything regarding my current position in life, i live every day practically the same. i stay in my room all day, exercise, and play games or do a very lackluster job of self studying. all this ended up with me having an ego that may or may not be justified in a sense, along with major personality shifts that i can only assume comes from what is social isolation, apart from my dad of course. he might honestly be the bane of all evil, i have benefitted nil from his presence/reentry to my life. anywho, ive been working out very consistently, almost every day now for the past 2 months, got into playing factorio and mahjong, with some sprinkles of meeting friends after driving 5 hours to other small activities here and there. i think its funny how i always come back to these types of things before i go on another trip for an indefinite amount of time or like divine intervention, old friends rekindle old habits like a month before. did i mention that? haha queue awesome transition. finally im leaving again! this time i decided on taking the utilitarian route and mental self immolation by staying in the states a little longer. i planned out an almost impossible itinerary that, would you guess it, didnt play out. so this time, in about 16 days, ill be going to okinawa with my dad for some time, then korea, then to austria to hang out with my cousin. of course theres a few things in between that'll happen, like handing off a package at haneda to a friend wholl meet me there, but thats too much to divulge into at the moment. i have to go to sleep now, i kind of came back to this blog because i had a fleeting thought come back to me because i couldnt sleep.