drugs

ive always said that illicit drugs are controlled for a reason, being that they give you an immediate effect psychologically or physically. when you take a tab of ibuprofen, you dont feel an immediate sense of healing as you do with morphine. im not against drugs, i think i support them to a point in fact. i live and breathe for experiences, which i believe that feeling something personally for the experience is very necessary in discovering yourself. becoming self aware through introspection, which are helped by drugs often, is something that i experienced. though this is to say that it is not without detriment however. i regret doing a lot of stuff for the most part, especially methamphetamine. to list the drugs ive gotten my hands on before, from severity perhaps, would be cannabis, kratom, acid, shrooms, 2cb, dxm, dmt, xanax, ativan, salvia, tramadol, datura, adderall, vyvanse, ketamine, (3-ho)-pcp, (2-)fma, (dihydro)codeine, hydrocodone, oxycodone, nitrous oxide, cocaine, fentanyl, nicotine, and alcohol. there are other more niche research chemicals ive also done but i think the list is already pretty long haha. doing drugs alone kinda sucks, even though there is potential to understand yourself better. loser activity, which is why i enjoy doing them with other people.